Prove : 3:34 am (thursday 20th august 2009)
Wifey ( jas )
Me
Went to Pioneer mall mac... haha studied till 5:30am... Cui~ i couldnt make it sia... i study half way gone.. hahhaha.
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Its only a while but it seems so long...
Had a really bad dream... Hope that it would never happen.
When some one don't bother, why should u even care?
If you pry and probe too much, you run the risk of finding out something you'd rather not know... (True)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 , breath-less
The anger of not saying... why??? (kept)comments (0)
The temper...why get so pissed off??? (anticipating)
The breaking down... does it help??? (it will only show that you're weak)
The heart ache... why??? (blank)
The tired-ness... of??? (many thinkings,many events,many happenings)
The speechless... why??? (anitcipating the answer)
The quiet... why??? (too much to say)
The crazy-ness...u serious??? (Nope i'm not,i know u tink i m)
The feeling... of??? (Mixed up)
The Hatered... of??? (myself)
The anticipation... Of??? (wanting it my way)
The courage... of??? (making a decision)
The regrets... why???(don't know if its right or wrong)
The keeping... why???(don't wanna say it)
The selfish-ness... why???(wanting it my way)
The emotion... why???(not i want one)
The expression...of???(dullness)
The pain... why???(blank)
The spinning... of???(my head)
All in points...why???(to never let that some one know)
Don't expect any questions to be asked...
Monday, August 17, 2009 ,
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ,
Hello peeps.. Hmmm.. always wanted to blog but cant start writing... Too much going on...comments (0)
i haven been myself lately. Even if i had or issit u tink i have... ? Have been ignoring, disappearing, lost, speechless, confused,stressed out.... etc. really need to catch my breath. Seriously, i dun wanna be like my mum... i mean in a way.... Its like, yesterday i said something abt my mum being over reacting... then i tink back and i feel that i'm saying myself. Goodness... even if it runs in the genes... NO WAY i dun wanna turn out like her.. cux i know how sucky it is to have the feeling and giving the feeling to others. (Godma, if u're reading this,please dun tell my mum. she'll think ALOT, then she will start questioning me...)
Mayb i'm just too bored, no one to hang out with...or mayb i'm just too picky.But the thing now is MY STUDIES!!! worried~ but weird, i dun even have the anxious feeling. Wats wrong with me man...
Am i wasting time and effort?
OMG!!! i'm not an EMO kinda person m i ???
Decissions. so much for not turning back...
~ Why does somethings still lingers...
