Hello peeps.. Hmmm.. always wanted to blog but cant start writing... Too much going on...
i haven been myself lately. Even if i had or issit u tink i have... ? Have been ignoring, disappearing, lost, speechless, confused,stressed out.... etc. really need to catch my breath. Seriously, i dun wanna be like my mum... i mean in a way.... Its like, yesterday i said something abt my mum being over reacting... then i tink back and i feel that i'm saying myself. Goodness... even if it runs in the genes... NO WAY i dun wanna turn out like her.. cux i know how sucky it is to have the feeling and giving the feeling to others. (Godma, if u're reading this,please dun tell my mum. she'll think ALOT, then she will start questioning me...)
Mayb i'm just too bored, no one to hang out with...or mayb i'm just too picky.But the thing now is MY STUDIES!!! worried~ but weird, i dun even have the anxious feeling. Wats wrong with me man...
Am i wasting time and effort?
OMG!!! i'm not an EMO kinda person m i ???
Decissions. so much for not turning back...
~ Why does somethings still lingers...
can you Love me or hate me... 10:36 PM